Friday, 25 May 2007
today was so unlucky lor..gt a call from dunno which co de accountant,who die die wan me attn the letter to her..but sup say cannot..cos nd tp to write-in to say can attn to the accountant..so i dun care liao la..dun wan call her back..somemore in da afternoon,going to finish work tt time,gt 1 tp insist that he mux be able to collect his cheque tmr at 10am lor..but i told him cannot,cos sup say fastest is early nxt wk..but tp super insistent,den sup aso insistent,den i trapped in da middle..so i broke down le..cried abit..den sup saw me gt cry & tp gt say he wan complain if he nv get cheque tmr,she immediately went to refund dept there to settle..morever,today on da way home on da train,gt 1 siao person,he spit on the floor the moment he came in lor..den the person beside me stare at him..the siao person lyk sort of confronted the person who stared at him..den wan me to let him sit my seat..i of cos gt up immediately la..super scared..was still trembling abit when i reached home lor..nw watching corner*with love..gt 1 phrase i think is so true.."the more you want to forget the person,the clearer the memory gets..but when you try to remember something,you'll realise that it's so difficult to remember.."sometimes i really wish i can forget him and his promise..but how..i feel so tired & helpless sometimes..but he's nt there..i really want him to be there for me when i nd him..but it seems impossible..he's jux so faraway..