Thursday, 12 July 2007
sad & depressed.realised that i haven cried for quite some time.dunno why i was feeling depressed.i think bcos of wat sup said to me.i consulted her something,den she said that i should hav learnt that during trainin,den say im alreay a senior temp there le,i should not be asking her tt type of qn.but i swear ok,we didnt learn durin training.mayb i should suggest when i quit that they should record their training session,and not accuse tco of asking qn that they thought they taught during training.more tco leaving tis fri.more sad.cos from nxt wk onwards its lyk only a few ppl left lor.haix.patricia suddenly sat beside me today & ask me whether i wan do post-call work anot.i say ok lor.since im tired of answerin calls anyway.so me & xiulan went for training to do post-call work.cried abit today.after i reached home & no one was home cos mummy still at work and jia had gp tuition.felt better.i think i've suppressed my emotions and grievences for too long.lolx.i almost couldnt take it.but nw its better.haix.hope nxt wk will be better.=)