Sunday, 31 August 2008
tired..physically & mentally..
physically tired of cos due to my hectic timetable lar..
packed until like tt how can not be tired..
plus CO prac..
haix..no wonder im sick..lol
but still can go sch lar..jux tt i'll be coughing..
mentally tired becos i saw zls's msg for ruixiang of evco..
sometimes i feel like i cannot do anything..
even though i noe how zls is feeling..
sometimes i feel tt the so-called abilities tt i have are actually nth..
im jux too ordinary and weak to do anything..
its so evident even in ntuco..
kept trying to keep & bring ppl into my section even though im not sl..
but sometimes i think wat i am doin is futile..
i dunno..i jux feel so tired doing all the stuff..
sometimes im scared..
scared tt 1 day another person precious to me would leave like david did..
if tt happens i really dunno wat to do..
emo huiboon
haix..
pls dun mind..im jux complaning..